its been a wk since i had a conversation with that guy.. i can't deny the fact that i kindda miss him. gees, well maybe its just not my luck. Wherever you are, Mr Crush, i hope u are doin well. i didnt even msg or call him for almost a wk. and so do him. is it our ego or he's just tryin to avoid me?
i've known this guy thru tagged. knew him for almost a mth, this guy kindda had a crush on me. and he wld get jealous whenever i make a joke abt me flirting with other guys. wth, i dun even like him. but nonetheless, he was there for me whenever i 'm alone and lonely. he knew abt the things goin on between me and mr crush, and he advised me to keep away frm mr crush cos its abt time. seriously, not only him who told me that, most of my closed frens. hmph.. one thing gd abt this guy frm tagged, i told him that i'll meet him after 4-5 mths of knowing him. and he's okay with it,which sum other stupid guys wld get mad becos of this, why eh?? cos they r plainly dumb stupid! i'm just not ready for any guys rite now, meet up and dating with guys, are not my forte rite now. i'm still thinkin of mr crush, when i have fogotten abt him, then i will meet up wit other guys.
so yeah i know this guy frm tagged, lets just call him, MR ARROGANT. both of us like, cats and dogs. we always had an argument whenever we contact. fucking ego and proud!he always like saying, 'i know what kind of person u are.' i'm like ok lorr.. first of all, u dun even know anything abt me. all we had in our conversation are like, typical boring ppl chat like, hey wat u doin?had ur lunch? hows' your day?not goin out? and the list goes on, well, its a start of conversation. and u tryin to assume u know me> hell noooo.. i dun trust ppl that much, well i dun trust MAN THAT MUCH! so well, at first when we email each other at tagged, i'm like, ok he seems interesting. remind me of mr crush, not a typical malay. skali da msn and then sms, fuhhh.. mcm nk debate je ni anak. for him its like, he's gd in everything and can know wat kind of person i am. fuck la, only an idiot will said that they know me much. helloooo!!! the only person who know me much is MYSELF. cos MYSELF are the one who knows all the fuckin shit goin on.
so, read this ppl. this MR ARROGANT eh, i msg him arnd 1 plus la.tanya khabar.. so then etc,arnd 3 plus he ask if i goin msn? i said, i'm outside with my frens lepak,so i might be goin there (i didnt state wat time). then he's like ok! so arnd 4,i text him,"hey! u still on msn?" . he reply "wru?" . i reply, "oh i'm at home,i will talk to u in msn." 5 mins later, i went to msn, dgn sarcastic, dia ckp.. "hey! you actually make me wait for u till tis time? " i was like, "ok.. if u feel like loggin off, just go ahead." then he said,"ok la bye!" then i said bye..
so i text him, "hey u really log off eh.." then si pukimak ni reply, "fyi i'm outside cafe. tot u wanted to chat so i came here. as i speak i still paying fr e charges and u wanted me to log off n i 'm cool wit it". i was like, fuck laaaa i didnt even ask u to wait ok! and i didnt even know yr fuckin situation. kalau kau nk mengira pasal duit, siak arrr skrg nye 1hr internet is like less than 5 bucks. and i fuckin didnt ask u to wait for me. i didnt even promise him wat time i be in msn, and here u are saying i MAKE YOU WAIT FOR ME ?? i didnt even ask u to wait for me! gees, malassss aku nk layan org cam gini. pasal benda gini, org bodoh mcm dia la boleh mengira pasal benda gini which aku tk janji dgn dia pon. i only make promises to sumone close to me, thats it!thank god i didnt even tell him any personal stuff in me.. if not confirm ni pukimak nye mulut mesti spread arnd...
Do not trust all men, but trust men of worth
Last Thoughts @ 4:26 AM
September 2008